“If he wanted a friend he should have acted like one feom the beginning....he came so close he literally tried to know every part of me and when I said that I have feelings for him he rejected...its been 1.5 years and I still couldn't move on.....I still can't talk to any guy...I don't want to actually it drains my energy and I am not ready to open up again...so yeah random night thoughts and I am sad...also he's in a relationship now with someone else...when I was with him he used to say I don't want any relationship with anyone and now look at him...😭😭goddd why am I even thinking all these things...its been years ahhhhh...”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Thank you for sharing your random nigh4 thoughts, I am no expert but this too shall pass.. focus on yourself or something that is greater.. like a goal or god depending on your beleives.
Good luck and hope you find someone that loves you the way that you love others..