“i feel so heavy hearted usually during the night. everything’s fine during the day then i realize how much im lacking from others and how many things ive to do in life . will i ever be able to do them? will i ever make my parents proud?”

Another soul answered...

YES. A BIG YESSSSSSSSSS. YOU WILL MAKE YOUR PARENTS PROUD. Try treating life as a movie where you are the main character and not like a task where you are just surviving yk? LIVE IT, EXPEREINCE THINGS and MOST IMPORTANTLY speak to yourself as if you are speaking to your best friend. Remember this is YOUR life. You can control your thoughts, can control how you feel about things. Even I used to have such thoughts at night but it does more harm than good you know? You will be successful in life just focus on trying you best okay? And remember its okay to feel down sometimes but what's important is how you get back on track after. It may take time but this is your life so don't rush . You will reach there.