“What if I just choose to die at the age of 30?”

Another soul answered...

At this point don't take the decisions quickly because sometime we are just depressed and think of time but always think of a person who gave birth to you what would happen to this person or to the person who had taken care of you since you were born or to your siblings what will happen to them only imagine your life at their point of you if you are not in the world how much struggle they have to face. At this point also keep it in mind that you parents are getting old and they need your support in their old age as they have given you when you are born it's a life cycle sometime we are depressed sometimes we are happy so please don't let this thought came in your mind. Spend more and more time with your family and try to move as far as possible to the cause which made you think this