“Heyy I have never been chosen or loved not in my family not in my friend cycle recently I learned I am aromantic so no romantic love too and I'm a fearful avoidant so I leave friendships by saying and assuming bad things about people I get really close too not necessarily false things but small things that might not matter will be shown in my mind in a over exaggerated mind and I feel happy when I'm alone like my mom never chose me she loves my sister more than me and my mom even told me she would save only my father if he and I were clinging for our life at the end of a clif and my dad never liked anyone am I a bad person ? Am i doomed? Will I ever be loved ? My friends watched as I tried to tie my shoes standing up while having a splint because there was no place to sit a person I barely talked too ran over and helped me tie them”
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Someone answered with kindness...Thanked by the asker
You are truly loved by a lot it's just sometimes it takes a bit to get to that point in life when it's clear that you are loved.