“this year was supposed to be the best one of my life, cut to today its november rn and i think the year had been the cruelest to me. i was supposed to leave for college this year as any high school graduate would do. i awaited my exam results with eagerness and a belief that the best shall happen to me, but the day the results were out me n my family were shatteredp.s i scored 86ish percent which ik isnt bad but in my family and as per my mother the one job i had was to study and i didnt do it well so obviously i had no hopes for a govt college, so i thought my family would send me to a pvt one outside my hometown. it was my since i was a kid to get tf outta my hometown and my mom and dad knew how badly i wanted to go out yet as i dont come from a financially well family so my family couldnt pay the tution fees which was not even that high and my grandfather was also willing to help us pay the fee yet my mom and dad just said no for a pvt college too , n they sent me on a literal guilt trip abt how its all my fault that i didnt top my scores and shit like that they made me take a drop year now to prepare again for govt exam. i m in such a bad place mentally rn that idek wot to do with my life. life has humbled me down to the core n i dont think i could ever get my spark back again. i was just a high school kid who wished at the first day of this year that this would be the best of all, but TIME had other plans. now all my high school friends are in their respective colleges with a new grp of friend and here i am alone stuck in a loop rotting in my room”
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Someone answered with kindness...
You shouldn't waste your time retaking another exam. Maybe it is difficult for your parents to get in a private college but you should get in one. Wasting a year even though the mark isn't less than 50 percent is just foul. I hope everything turns right for you