“one day, when i was young, i had a couple of guinea pigs. the first one was white, and named cookie, the other one was named pixel and was black. one day, cookie died. i griefed so much my brother let me hold one of his own guinea pigs. when pixel died, i didn't grief that much. i dont know if i am racist or something unconchiously, please help me”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Maybe, for Cookie, it was your first experience of mourning but your second one didn't last that long becauseyou already know you can't bring one back to life.