“I am growing older, will turn 20 this year in a month, yet I feel like am too immature , am wasting my time, days, staying stuck in the same place and thoughts , I have goals and things to achieve, yet I feel like not working towards them, I am losing many frends, trying to make my relationships work but making them worse , am being toxic, am doing and becoming everything i hate, am too available for everyone and not available for myself, my family's situations are disturbing, idk what to do”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Your not immature when your thinking like this your way more than being matured..When people are leaving they are not your friends..just forget them .. relationship is not something your should workout...it should be from both sides ...Evey goals needs a time and plan to achieve....so setup a plan and then start working for it ..it might take nearly 2 weeks, 2 months or 2 years..just focus on it ..and don't get tried or bore it. Don't rush the things in life it can anything.. cool