“My life really lacks discipline. I think it's been like this from 2024 , I have alotta regrets about my past relationship and im still holding onto those feelings . Im not trying to blame other's for my own shortcomings such as not being able to improve myself but I just dont know how to stay consistent. The biggest thing for me is to achieve academic success. My university admission tests are right around the corner . Its not like I haven't studied , I have but I know I should've studied with more dedication but for some reason I cannot stay motivated for longer than 2-3 days. I repeat the same patters every time and then just hate on myself for being a messed up person . I still have 2 months to prepare for my exam . How can I really like really desperately lock in?”