“I've been missing someone I've been ignoring :( one of my bestfriends who I had known for almost 4 years transferred to another school. During the summer vacation I was kinda depressed and I didn't reach out to any of my friends. When school reopened after 2 months I reconnected with all my other friends at school. But since she is in another place I still didn't talk to her. And I got so scared of what she will say or what excuse I can give her that I didn't reach out and I also ignored her calls. Now it's been 6 months... Wth do I dooooo??...”
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Someone answered with kindness...
If you still want connection with her reach out. I know that it can be scary but take it from someone that has moved around and had to leave friends behind. She probably misses you too. I'm sorry you had to say goodbye to your friend. It's a hard thing to do.
And even if it doesn't work out then you know that you at least tried for something that matters to you.