“I've been feeling down a lot recently, I've been hitting up my ex a lot while simultaneously talking with someone else, my ex doesn't want me back and the other guy wants to make it official, and they're both aware that I'm talking with the two of them. i dont want a relationship as im not mentally stable right, and there's some intense fights going with me and my fam, im failing in my clg and only been like 4 months since it started, ive been comparing myself with my ex because we both prepped for the same top clg and while he got in, i wasnt even a tiny bit close to getting in. theres just a lot of confusion and not a lot of mental clarity with me, i feel like all my peers are lock in on studying and everyone seems smart, while i keep failing and on top of everything my mum's a single parent and she might be fired from her job soon and we still havent even payed of my loan for the first yr of clg. i js wish i could start studying and become a better human instead of the shitty things im doing right. i js wish i could study like others, i hate how stupid and shallow i am.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Hey breathe ok it'll all be ok sooner or later right now rather then seeing how others are doing start working on yourself don't waste your time on people who don't care for u start growing cz at the end of the day you're the only one whose gonna save yourself and no one else don't give up