“i cant fucking make friends. its been ages since ive actually experienced friendship and that was back in primary school. im in college now. and i genuinely just cant seem to bond with people. yes i have people im acquainted with but i never have anyone to text when im bored, i never have people to celebrate festivals with, or hangout with. i know im the problem but i just dont know how to fix it. i cant seem to get the social awkardness and anxiety away and its killing me. im always sitting at home watching other people go out and do things and i just never have anywhere to go”
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Someone answered with kindness...
You are not the problem. Sometimes, it takes time for the people you deserve to come to you. Yes, it is upsetting to watch others live their life while you're alone, but you must remember, god is keeping people away from you because he knows that they're not right for you. Be patient and good things will happen. There will be one day when you will have the best friends and will enjoy your life to the fullest extent, but it is not right now. Now is the time for you to focus on yourself because in the future you will be the happiest you've ever been.