“it's easy for me to look at everyone's good sides. it keeps me content even if they do me bad. forgiveness comes natural to me except for this one particular person. back in the time my ex bf and ex bsf had hurt me a lot. we were in a friend group so there were other people there as well. i lost the two most important people to me within two weeks. but somehow it was so much easier to forgive them in my heart than my other friend who always remained neutral and diplomatic in the entire situation, sending backhanded statements at me etc. i despise her. i don't know how to improve how i feel about her but i strongly dislike her. i don't even dislike people who have done me blatantly so wrong bec somewhere down the line i could empathize with that to an extent. but with her, i don't know. i just despise her a lot. she's one of, if not the only person i feel this much anger and disgust towards. recently i went back to my old acc to see how things were woth my old friends and saw her stories. i felt like throwing up. i don't like her. i just can't tolerate it. something about her, it always makes me...so disturbed. but yes that's it!”
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Someone answered with kindness...
that makes sense, you arent mad at actions just certain vibes