“i want to grow up because i want to leave my parents house. They must think they are great parents and as an elder daughter of this Nepali household i know they are one of the worst and trust me i dont hate either of them. i want to be independent as fuck and leave this house as soon as possible. its too much for me to handle this shit. My father has cheated on my mother twice. i told her first time and i cannot bring myself to do it again. i write diaries and my father dared to red it, thankfully he didnt find out anything unusual. i hate that its me who always find it out first that my father is cheating.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Girl,it's not your fault that you find out about things and ofcourse if the things happening around you is real you are not the problem. It happens, but understand it's not your fault. Being independent is great. And i sincerely wish you could be one. And also don't hate yourself for the things you are not at the fault at. Have a good day