“I thought I've moved on i really fucking did but nah when he texted me yesterday i js realised that I haven't really moved on although i thought that i did. I told him that I don't love him anymore cause yeah it was what i thought before he texted me after leaving me all alone all these months and yeah now he's sure that I've moved on and that I don't love him anymore but no it's not true
I know i know that theres no future for the both of us cause oh it's lame that it was a fucking online relationship and istg it hurts idc what others say but it really hurts cause even tho it was all behind a screen, the feelings were real.. idk man cause look if we somehow end up together in the future then first of all I'd prolly have to make sacrifices like yk being independent cause look if i continue like this then I'll have to invest all my time on him and that I won't get time for myself and then again my family will cut ties w me after we will get married cause yeah diff caste and shi and ik there are js lot so fucking lot but yet i still love him but yeah i know I've fucked it up
And it's not even like i can be with someone else now cause at the end of the day i always end up thinking abt him while talking to another dude
Man idk what to do i feel so lost”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Take your time, you don't have to keep telling yourself you've moved on. Even you move on, you will know it in the way you act.
The future you talk about, did both of your dream about it together or was it just you. You don't have to mourn a relationship which made you feel lonely