“I just don't know what my actual passion is like since I was in 9th I was extremely scared of taking science stream seeing all those insta reels on how they suffered taking pcmb ...so I was mentally prepared to take any other stream other than science but at the same time I was never interested in commerce ( my maths is extremely weak ) I did wanted to take arts maybe because I just wanted my life to be easy since I used to score good marks in social science during 10th I though Arts would be better ( don't judge me ) but at the same time i just really don't know that if I like that subject or not cuz I like history and i hate political science and ...let it be so finally I thought of taking diploma ( my parents suggested it was better) and I was glad something other than science stream but somehow i ended up taking science stream ( my parents didn't force me i just didn't know what else to take since all my friends took science stream and became neet aspirant ..even I did the same although I knew I never liked biology since the start) and yeahh somehow took science stream and promised my parents I won't let them down but I was just so distracted that I promised myself every time I'll study but ended up postponing it tomorrow so just like that I completely wasted my 1.5 years like I have my 12th boards in 2 months and I haven't touched a single chapter I don't want to let down my parents and when they ask me what do you want to do after 12th I have no answer..my life has become a completely aimless life I want to change but I just can't I'm just so lazyyy that even now I have my books in front of me but I can't study I'm like I still have freaking 2 months !!! Yaaaaa way too much time to be physically and mentally prepared to get thrashed by mummy Papa's scoldings and belt ( jk they're cool but I don't wanna be a burden on them like they have always wanted best for me although they couldn't afford they sent me to the best clg paying more fees than they could actually afford)”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Babe don't worry you can still do many in these two months ab science ly hi liya toh jo shuro kiya khatam karo you should trust yourself just remember about your promise and your parents expectations
There is many more to achieve
May you achieve everything and be brave