“I feel very heavy because of someone who just maybe used me and he is now going back n forth to his ex who maybe he still was together and i wasted like 4 months to make him choose me but... yeah so i don't know but i still think if he ever thinks bout me or not its been more than a month he did not even wish me on my birthday and idk he just .. i want to be happy or just forget everything and go back 6 months when i did not meet him at all. I just don't know how . I know that everyone except him likes me and knows how good i am but it's like going back to the things that hurt you just to ask why? How do i get out of it . Sometimes i think i want to see him but i know seeing him will make things worse. I don't know whats happening. I am blocked from everywhere and removed his friends so i dont get his updates but yeah i don't know how to focus and be the me i was before all this . I think i was the biggest sunshine ball , of course i had my problems but i was every extroverted and maybe a little introvert but now i am starting to lean more on the introverted sideeee ahhh everything irritates me and i don't think i will get into a relationship for a long long time . Please help me”
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Someone answered with kindness...
He doesn't love you. There's no need to be so sad for someone who doesn't love you.