“I am so emotionally tired being constantly mocked and bodyshamed by people , even by my own parents when they know I have pcod and mental health problems and still a teen and I am trying my fucking best buts it's so exhausting i just want to run away somewhere ...... And if i cry my problems out suddenly my depression is a joke for them to make , at some point they love me so much i just think maybe I am just being dramatic and the next second they are all like this like I am not even their own child it's so frustrating .. my home is not my safe place”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Those feelings can co exist ! You are not dramatic at all. I've been through this .. I created a space in my mind where I'd let my frustration and anger out on people and whenever alone, I crashed out and I spoke my mind out without feeling guilty about it. We Don't need to absorb what others project on us. I hope one day we can be kinder with ourselves ! Sending strength to you!!