I am 20 years old. And I suddenly felt like I can't be happy in my life what to do I have stepmother and she always talk bad about me with other my mother died when I was 12 years old . When I was 14 years my father married again. I have one siblings my own not like from stepmother. When I was like 14 or 15 years old I told my stepmother to not give birth to another kid because we were already 2 kids right and I also don't want to share the love of my father with other when I was kid . But now she hurt me so much by saying that . And it's is not like what I say she follows. And I don't feel any thing. I think I Don't love anyone . I don't care about my family nor my sister or my father too . I don't think I can be happy in my whole life

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I am 20 years old. And I suddenly felt like I can't be happy in my life what to do I have stepmother and she always talk bad about me with other my mother died when I was 12 years old . When I was 14 years my father married again. I have one siblings my own not like from stepmother.  When I was like 14 or 15 years old I told my stepmother to not give birth to another kid because we were already 2 kids right and I also don't want to share the love of my father with other when I was kid . But now she hurt me so much by saying that . And it's is not like what I say she follows.  And I don't feel any thing.  I think I Don't love anyone . I don't care about my family nor my sister or my father too . I don't think I can be happy in my whole life

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

You can be happy thoo!
Be happy for yourself you're the only one who stands with you even in grief!! And as you say it's okay not to care about peoples 
Just be kind with your self and love yourself cuz' no one else will...
Hope this will help you!