“Hi, i am a masters student that has been struggling with a lot
I have realised fairly recently that my childhood was not all rainbows and sparkles
I have been gaslit into thinking that i had the best childhood and parents
I am at cross roads everyday
I fight my inner voice, i dont want to accept this
That would make me a broken person who needs help and my childhood bad
I dont want help, i can't accept help, i just can't, i think i can handle everything on my own
People have it worse than me like a lot worse how can I cry about my small problems
But its been taking a toll on my mental health alot recently
I have repressed memories, i can't remember anything from my childhood
This has spread to my studies as well, i was proud of my memory, no i tell everyone i have goldfish memory
I am tired, i need to do good in life i need to succeed i am trying my best but its things like these that are a setback
And i just cant”