“Do i miss the way you used to look at me or do i miss the way I FELT while you were looking at me? I don't think I liked you enough for it to be real yet I hate that you made me feel alive and left me to be the stupid corpse I've always been. And moreover I hate that we never felt a romantic connection only pure platonic yet your absence feels worse than any love life tragedies I'd.. i wish you were never my friend then atleast i wouldn't have felt this guilt and hatred towards you.. what you did was so wrong I'll never forgive you for that.. but i do wish in another life we could've still been friends where you weren't such a jerk..”
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Someone answered with kindness...Thanked by the asker