“You know im just into nothing. I'm just completely into a weird void; of being unloved and unnoticed the entire time. I have a bf. Who used to care for me text me called me pretty and stuff in the first 3 months. But now! Every single thing has changed. He doesn't do any of em he can go completely without texting me all day and here I am deeply fell in love and completely helpless. I'm completely loosing myself i cany leave him im 15 so I don't know whether he's genuine or not. I'm too lonely man like yk im nobody's first choice nor even the last one ig. I feel bad with my bf the most like I just never ever thought that he'll turn into this way like now he doesn't even share his problems nor looks that much greatly at mine and all he does is play games and ask me to watch em and that's his talking time but seriously!? Am I done talking man like I feel soo bad man like im too devastated with the feeling of love and being loved this year was the hella misery of my life I lost many ppl plus my academics yk this year is the final year I need to score good my parents are pouring this much of money beyond their capabilities but yk..... I just want a little bit of love warmth and care like the genuine one that's it I want nothing else”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Yes I got you.. but you know what u r looking for a love from outside but there is a person inside u who is loving you soo quietly and worshipping you like a goddess. You just had to give a chance to that person to love you to the peak and you will know ur worth being yourself