“Yk what I'm trying so hard to improve my public speaking skills,my body, my relationship, my friendship basically everything about my life.. but again I'm unable to do anything..
Idk why i complain a lot about life being unfair maybe if i work hard I'll achieve everything but whenever i remember things from my past it makes me shut down completely
Yk anyone can beat me in anything
I was literally forcing myself to debates just so i could develop a skill but 5 times in and feel like a complete loser my friend on the other hand got prizes every time...
I shouldn't be saying this but i got really jealous.. i wish i could speak better
Even in sports
Someone who just started practicing 2 days ago can beat me who's been practicing for months
Even though I just laugh it off
It hurts really bad deep down
I always end up as a wasted potential
I have no classmates whom i can call Friends
Damn i hate this shit”
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Someone answered with kindness...
And if the stars hid from the night
Do you think that someone would realize
The light had died
Or would they even know?
And if a silence filled the air
Do you think that anyone would even care?
Would they be aware
Of the mounting snow?
We never notice all the green around us until the season’s passed
We never long for the world to slow down until it goes too fast
If everything plays a grander part in a fate we’ll never meet
Is my destiny to fade away, have a goal I’ll never reach?
Am I incomplete?
(Blixemi's song "Am I incomplete" Find on YouTube. Good song)