Someone once asked...
Someone answered with kindness...
been there, done that. honestly, let them go. they dont deserve you. find your peace. you might have been thinking that peace is when you have people around you, but if they continue to betray you and hate you, that's not peace, and that's just further ruining your mental health. you will be surprised to find how much happier you can be when you are alone. i'm not saying that the solution is to cut everyone off, but it works for sometime, until you can gather your thoughts and find peace and strength. surely, there are some people out there who are the ones for you, who will do anything to stay in your life, who will fight for you, who will give you all that you ever wanted. so remove negativity (or those people) from your life, and trust the universe. it will bring you the stuff you want. you dont always need to be the ones to talk first. they will understand your worth sometime or later. know your worth. hope this helps <3