“Why do you bother existing”

Another soul answered...

That is the only thing I can do. If you die then you are gone and can't experience anything. I really love beautiful things in life and try to reach for them as much as possible. There is so much I want to know and experience (books, films, songs - all arts!, histories) I fear losing my life and wish to live forever. Of course, living in pain is really hard, but even in a horrible situation I still wouldn't stop existing. You never know what may happen next. Maybe you make a big decision when the next day would've been a life changer (Though I don't believe in anything unrealistic, like your life being predestined or any religious thing). I just have too much hope and can't give up the opportunity to see if the world end in all of the time I physically can live.