Someone once asked...
Someone answered with kindness...
Because everything else could feel fake. Like a play pretend to appear okay when required to. Not every problem comes with a hasty solution. Thus, depression could just be what you find comfort in. And that's fine.
Another soul answered...
We find comfort in routines and what is "normal" for us. I'm not a mental health specialist by any means, and I encourage you to seek guidance from a professional if you can. Please reach out to a trusted friend or loved one if you need help. Sometimes we don't realize just how depressed we are until we've been in a slump for a while. By then it's just hard to change the routine feeling. Depression can be very isolating. Please try to reach out to someone. On a side note, you've still not met everyone in this life who will Love you! You've not visited all of the places the world has waiting for you. There's so much left to experience and look forward to, even if nothing brings you joy right now. Don't cancel tomorrow because of how things are going right now. Be safe and take care of yourself.