“Why do I feel so behind and lost in life? Like there's actually no one who is there for me”

Another soul answered...

tbh, does it matter? see, the perception that you're behind comes from the fact that you compare your progress with others, who live a different life than you with different factors affecting them. think about it, have you ever come across a person who is living the exactly life as you? eating the same thing at the same time as you eat, wearing the same clothes at the same times like you... your answer might be no, but its actually yes, yes you have. its yourself. so my friend, if you feel behind and lost, and you feel that there's no one there for you, you have yourself. grab a copy and pen, write your strengths and weaknesses, then your resources, and decide what is the best option to do in life for you and you only, which makes you happy and satisfied. then compare your progress to your "yesterday self", and make sure you are better even 1% every day. eventually when you come out at the top, and then compare your progress with others, you'll realise that the people you used to compare with are way behind you. trust me my friend, you have everything it takes to be the best version of yourself. just trust yourself and give it a go! one more thing before i end my yap, valuing people being there for you doesnt mean that you should yearn for them and let yourself rot if they dont help you or dont want to be with you. its their choice, so do whats best for you, and remember to always check up on your loved ones and people around you, and if you dont have them, just give kind gestures to strangers, maybe one of them could turn out to be your best friend !! success and love to you my friend, keep shining! im proud of you.