“What troubles me is the fact that i do not take actions that i should for a better future. But as i see my friends doing something better because they were not being lazy like me I don't know but all of a sudden i feel envious. Like why can't i do better. And I feel so bad that i am jealous of the life they are living and i feel like a bad friend all because of this.”

Another soul answered...

Take it as motivation. think of it as you current self in five years settled with family and children if your prefer and you cannnot fulfil their needs and wants because oh when you had time, energy,potential,brain,body, everything it took to change your present for the betterment of your future but you couldn't because ohhh you were too lazy to get grinding,sounds good?.no.right! Don't feel envious rather,get moving and change the energy and mindset to get better than you are right now It's YOU VS YOU mate.! Sorry if sounded harsh 🫶🏻