Someone once asked...
Someone answered with kindness...
aw man i feel you there. it's always good but never the best if i understand you correctly? the key is not to compare yourself to others too much but i know that that's easier said than done. so i think you have two other options: 1) try picking up unusual hobbies and interests like learning about human anatomy or birds, that could automatically make you feel superior :D or 2) focus on one aspect and try to become better and better. you will never be the best out of everyone but maybe with your friends or co workers/classmates. but the best and healthiest thing would probably to try worrying less about being special and try to see it that way: there are so many amazing people out there and you can be one of them!