Someone once asked...
Someone answered with kindness...
First of all “YOU WILL CLEAR THE NEXT YEAR” And to satisfy your if thinking: So what? Ha.. if you don’t clear the next year. So what? Will it ever make you less valuable? Will it make your hard work valueless? Will it define you and your worth? NO OBVIOUSLY NOT. So why are you fearing for such things in life which has not even yet happened. Just do your best, give your best. Don’t just have anxiety so that you can live on other people’s expectations. It’s your life, you will live these life as these person only once. So live it to fullest how you want it be. Not how other expects or want it be. Then let the result whatever it be. Ik you have worked really hard. And that’s it. You have already done your work of trying to do your best in it. So ya you have already excelled it. And i am proud of it. I will always be. And other thing you are not able to learn new skills because of these that ok too. You don’t have to do everything at once. Do it one by one. But do it wholeheartedly and give your best in it. When you clear your next year. You can do it after that. Don’t take life too hard. Ik it’s hard. It’s the same for me too. But just make yourself learn how to enjoy and live your life in every moment possible. If you ask me what are the most important skills right now. I think it may be effective communication skill and ai skill in whatever field you are looking forward in (but basic and essential ai skill i think so is efficient ai prompting skill). So according to me investing these 1-3 months will be worth it. With these skills ofc you can freelance. Wishing you a very happy life ahead. Good luck with clearing your nest year. Do your best and enjoy your life!!