“well i was never a pretty girl, hi im fat have pcos, ugly, not good academically too. my parents mostly my mom beat me up whenever she wants calling me a slut also. im 17, and it hurts already when they tell me to go die cus my older sister is the dream daughter...im not jealous of her but jealous of the love she gets alwways. i try to do good to focus better but its just im depressed..i dont have any friends too and oh ofc im realising god always hated me..my mom would suddenly get angry and pull my hair. im a rebelious kid yk..nut i was never like that i was happy when i used to score good. but now im just useless..i think of commiting suicide sometimes but what if what if something really good is waiting for me....i always believed in that but slowly ive stopped crying, cant find joy in my fav music, like ive lost my spark. i hope i die soon cus why not none needs me lol. i tried believing in myself but my dad and mom made it even harder...ive just one heart too how many times will they break it. its hard man..its really hard. wish i was a god gifted child too..anyways i just wanted to share. You prolly dont knoe me and i dont too..but i really hope no kid ever goes through that pain but oh well ive lost hope.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I don't know how to reply but whatever you are going through is hard, but i am 18 and away from home, telling you there is always something that will bother you(whatever your parents is doing is not right) but in any situation learning to love yourself and believe in your self is the way to be free , you are really strong, you can do this, you are young you will meet new people new places, so please don't loose hope (im trying to love myself too, its the hard thing but that's what we have to do) i hope this helps:)