“Umm. I gave my competitive exam and I failed miserably and honestly the fee of that exam is in lakhs literally. It's the cfa exam. I graduated just now and I have been thinking to give a reattempt in jan 2027 but u know I haven't been able to consistently work on it daily. Sometimes u know u can not just restart and stuff. It's easier said than done. I do it some days but someone somewhere is doing much than this. And I know if I don't pass this time also it's over for me like I don't have a choice b. Also I lost my grandma last year and I haven't been able to talk about it even now or maybe no one asks me abt it. Everyone has moved on. I have pcod too and I am a gemini with hell lot of interests and questionable attention span but then when I am not being productive it fucks up with my mood. I know I will do again for 3 days or probably 7 and I am back to square one. Skipping days. Uhhh”
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Someone answered with kindness...
stop the brain chatter. go for a run. clear your head. journal. no one is coming to save you but you.