“UM i feel like um nobody wants me no matter how much i do like i am just a family failure i am not like my brother or my other cousins i have trouble reading i cant remember a single shit after i study something so matter how many hours its just do not get into my mind i like i feel like i am pathetic and a loser like nobody wants to be my friend ppl used to bully me in high school cause i had shot hair so some ppl used to teach me eventually everyone started avoiding me as if they dont want trouble nobody used to talk with me or even sit with me while playing truth and dare the worst thing they could give to a my classmates was to say that they like me and everyone used to cry and say that give me another dare like what did i do to deserve sometime ago i just felt like i have a crush on someone but then i felt that i am too ugly to be loved or have a crush like idk man why am i a failure why am i not like other normal kids”
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Someone answered with kindness...
hey, first of all, shut that negative voice out. you are worthy of love, no matter how you look. and second, you don't have to be like anyone in your family or friends, you're your own person. and i truly do get how frustrating it feels when you do everything you can and people still don't appreciate you. my only advice for you will be, work on yourself, for yourself, do things that make you feel good. their opinions on you will only have any effects as long as you give it any attention.