There's a lot to say.
I am going through a lot. I am not good at studies; I am not bad at it either. My parents never put pressure or anything. That's the problem.
I may have hurt many people in my life. Few days ago, my mom and dad fought and I was the reason. My mom was so hurt. I don't know what to do. I am failing in every way. And then coming to someone I like for many years, but I just can't tell him. He was there for me at my lowest. But I don't think so it's because he likes me. He is nice to everyone. For more trauma, even if we get together someday, there will be difficulties. Yeah, so right now I just have my friends.

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There's a lot to say. 
I am going through a lot. I am not good at studies; I am not bad at it either. My parents never put pressure or anything. That's the problem. 
I may have hurt many people in my life. Few days ago, my mom and dad fought and I was the reason. My mom was so hurt. I don't know what to do. I am failing in every way. And then coming to someone I like for many years, but I just can't tell him. He was there for me at my lowest. But I don't think so it's because he likes me. He is nice to everyone. For more trauma, even if we get together someday, there will be difficulties. Yeah, so right now I just have my friends.

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

It's really devastating. I was in such a situation a year before. I cried at night why everything was so messed up. Just try to trust in God, pray to him. Put more effort in your studies and if you can just ask him if he has the same feeling as you (ik it's not easy, it could even ruin your friendship)