“There is a this guy who was my classmate when we were in the school. I kinda like him since then. I don't remember much of those days, how I got connected to him, how he was like, what he actually was and is.... I could recall only few moments of that time. We never ever had a conversation, not even a hi or excuse me ! So clearly I know nothing of and about him. I don't think he even remember me now. But, I couldn't forget him till today even after more than a decade. Yes I do had crushes later but very few and no one could pull me away from him. Things all around used to remind me of him and still does. Recently I got to connect him online. I can't even dare to text him, even if I do what should I? Now I fear of him might choosing someone else and I amn't even able to imagine my self with someone else. That thought itself so is painfull. No one knew my feelings for him And I do think others will see low of my feelings as mere immaturity or some adolescenct hormonal changes. What should I do ?”
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Someone answered with kindness...
There seems to be a lot of fantasy and romanticization of your situation, but you can't even talk to this person. I think you should consider the direct aproach, but still a little chill. something like "hey i'm pretty into you can we go out sometime to see if there's something worth starting here". at the very worst you get heartbroken now instead of later