“Studying final yr mbbs
I just feel too stuck
I used to study verrryy well ...it might be out of fear in 1st yr and after that I don't know how yrs passed by
Now I just ..just don't know there's hell lot to study what I even did all these yrs ..... I feel like I wasted time,,my parents money....
All this situation is just becoz I was unable to say no to my friends when I genuinely wanted to study,, genuinely wanted to listen class when they didn't let me.....and now I'm not even their close frnd...
And then this neet pg....after making my parents spend nearly 70 L ......is this is my situation......just I'm feeling disgusting about myself.....very guilty.....
Now even if I want to study.....mujhse nhi ho Raha hai
I'm just giving up .....and for that I'm getting still more anger on myself......
What am I ......i feel like shit ...looser....
When I see my friends...how well they are enjoying.... having fun.... getting glow ups.....and me.... here....just living like a corpse.....lost all hope in life.....
I feel like...I'm useless...aur ye sb mujhse nhi ho paa rha h...mai tak gyi hu.....even after doing nothing.....
Na shakal achhi h
Na hair achhi h
Na padhai achha h
No confidence
Express karna aur bhee nhi aata hai
Just ....just... feeling like stucked...not now...from 1st yr kbhi bhi whole heartedly peace nhi milaa....”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Actually, first of all khud ko gunda mat bolo. Khud ko ganda bolne se dunya nahi chalti aur ab agar ghalti ho chuki hai toh uska kya dukh manana, main zyada kuch nahi bolungi but agar tumhare family tumhare support me hain aur tumhare sath medical khatam karne me time hain just give yourself to study and only just worry about yourself and the study, that will let you show your way to your success. Tumhein pata hain mere dost ne mujhe itna majboor kar rakha hain ke main ab nahi tumhein pata sakte ke main ne kitne therapists ke chakkar lagaye howe hain, bs khud ko badlo aur ye socho apne doston ke baare mein ke ye nahi aayenge mera paper dene but in a positive way. And lastly please smile as a Muslim I would like to say smile its sunnah!!!
Ab app muslim agar nahi honge agar toh isko racist nahin samajhna