“Sometimes i feel like i don't own myself, and the worst part is that it's so clear what i need to do to change that but i've sunken so far in life with whole the "people pleasing" leaving my perfect image feels wrong. But it's suffocating the way i live, like no one really knows the real me and sometimes i forget who i really am at times.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Crack. Do a 180. For fun you say trick your mind that its for fun. To others say you are experimenting. Create a different persona if you have to. Dont stay where you are go to a new environment or get a hobby that let's you experiment your new attitude which will be possible to develop in a new environment where no one knows you. Do it for me ok?