“Some define freedom as getting far away and achieving your wildest dreams while others prefer to look at it from a disciplined perspective - real freedom comes from self-control and self regulation and what not. Im extremely tired of the state of life that I'm in, where my mind is on a continuous cycle of disappointment in myself and others. I miss my creative outlets and my curiosity that allowed me to learn.
I find that I may have outgrew my environment and look for another word or feeling beyond wanting this so called freedom. What am I looking for?”