So last year, I used to be a die hard Christian and it was my first year at this all girls highschool. This girl, who won't be named caught my attention, she was so beautiful and words can't explain what I felt for her. Back then I told myself that I was just lying to myself and needed a distraction because there weren't any boys at this new school. This year, I left Christianity, way back in like may, but around the end of October my feelings for this girl resurfaced. Since October 31st I've written about 15 notes all about her. I love her so much. During this school assembly I was looking at her because she's right by where I sit and I saw her looking back at me in the corner of her eye multiple times, although she probably just thought I was weird my heart still skipped a beat each time. Then one day after our exams too, she walked the path where me and my friends walk to our spot with her friend and I wanted to go after her so bad but I didn't, I told my friend that I needed to go to the bathroom and as we were walking there she was walking back and so I turned around to look at her and noticed she did the same. The problem is, I think it's all in my head. She's probably homophobic and even if she liked girls I'd never be the girl she'd pick. I want to move on so hard, but it feels almost impossible.

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Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Tbh its not love i am not Christian i don't believe anything but sometimes the people we feel like cannot live without are just some imagination we create by listening to our friends or social media we can forget anyone i mean i was in love with this German guy i never told him but I loved him in a way i spead all my day waiting for his text when I got the gut to purpose he said he doesn't love me