So I'm suicidal but no one takes it seriously and even the councilers are like not trying to understand but they just want to hear I'll not die that's it it like idk like the only reason I'm alive is cuz I've not written my good bye letter after that I'm done with this world and I know it'll end but when it's been a yearr and like it hurts too much not to show my inside my real self and people say you look happy but I think I have hid it enough that just asking if I'm fine isn't enough and people are oh if soo if we ask long enough you can like cry on demand cry on demand my foot like what the hell like at this point there are thoughts like a dead daughter is better than failed one at this point I'm done with life

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So I'm suicidal but no one takes it seriously and even the councilers are like not trying to understand but they just want to hear I'll not die that's it it like idk like the only reason I'm alive is cuz I've not written my good bye letter after that I'm done with this world and I know it'll end but when it's been a yearr and like it hurts too much not to show my inside my real self and people say you look happy but I think I have hid it enough that just asking if I'm fine isn't enough and people are oh if soo if we ask long enough you can like cry on demand       cry on demand my foot like what the hell like at this point there are thoughts like a dead daughter is better than failed one at this point I'm done with life

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

I can understand your situation. Idk who you are or what you do but I’m so proud of you. I’m happy that you’re living despite all the struggles you don’t have to pretend to happy. Talk to more people express your sadness when you’re in pain there are a lot of good people out there who’d understand you , expand your friend circle. You’re much more than your struggles and failures. I hope you heal. Try to do things which makes you happy you’re not a failed daughter you’re just a girl trying to figure out her life. You deserve to experience life