“so i want to start content creation but very scared of what other will say or how i look what should i do”

Another soul answered...

Just do it

Another soul answered...

Hey! I understand where you are coming from. And it is really frustrating to think like that. There are a lot of people who think exactly like how you are thinking. And because of that, no one can start what they want to do. But do you know what the funny part is? People don't remember. It's just our brain creating fake scenarios to keep us in the safe spot. I believe in you, stranger! you will encourage a lot of people.