“So i never had a bf till now and I'm 18 around me everyone are on their 4 ex or smtg i don't necessarily feel lonely bcs of it but the fact that i don't even talk to boys and get uncomfortable with them is the problem it might bcs of the subtle sa I have face it....now idk wat to do If someone approaches me also i become rude and distant”

Another soul answered...

I'm 27 myself with no relationships till date, and I think I understand where you are coming from. Having someone just so they become the witness of your life is completely different from having someone for namesake. You are at the best age of your life. So, first lets start with making friends with the opposite gender. No need to go out, just during your classes, talk to them about your homework or any movie or a profession or about your college. Until and unless you know where to draw the line, you will be safer and the opposite person you are dealing with will never cross that life. If you let them joke about you, even before you let them in, cut them out, ruthlessly. They are not your folks.