So, i have met this guy in online group chat, at first he started to flirt with me, i didn't engage much with him, but by the time his efforts started being double, triple. He used to call me, he used to ask me random things, he used to make laugh, and i just.. started falling in love with him, and we talked for like good 3 months, we were still not officially in relationship, it was kinda online situationship, so i just asked him if he ever had gf, and he just answered yeah, he used have a gf, and he have moved on from her, then i asked what are we? and he answered that he wants to try things with me, to see if we are really that compatible, i thought okay fine, let's give him some time, bcz we both knew we like eachother, but he was not ready for commitment, so being a good girl i thought to give this a little time, and then, slowly his replies started being slow, he used fell asleep fast, he used wake up late, he used to forgot to answer my msg, and slowly he started drifting apart from me, and at that time i was loosing my shit, i didn't wanted him to be stranger with me, bcz we never met in real life, and i didn't wanted to lose him, i begged him to talk to me, i used to get panic attacks thinking about him, and one day i just asked him, if he really loves me or no, he just simply said "i do love you, but I'm not the guy you're looking for, I'm not ready for a relationship, and i can't give you what you're asking for" and then everything stopped, bcz he was the one who led me on, he was the one who tried everything to make me his!! And now suddenly he's leaving me..
Then after 2 months, i find out he's in relationship with some other girl, and he didn't wanted to me know that, we fought, actually i tried to fight, he didn't respond bcz obv he was at fault, ik i should move on from him, but bonds are just beyond of our control, it's been 2 years, i still do miss him! I still want him in my life, i still want my kids to have his eyes, i still want that sweet guy who did everything to make me fall in love with him! I.. love him! It's been 2 years and i still can't move on, it doesn't make sense bcz we never met right? But idk, he was something else, i do not have his contact number, I'm having severe hairfall, weight gain, pimples on my face, always feel panic! Idk what am i suppose to do, those good 8 months when we were so in love, so in conversation! I miss my bunny!

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So, i have met this guy in online group chat, at first he started to flirt with me, i didn't engage much with him, but by the time his efforts started being double, triple. He used to call me, he used to ask me random things, he used to make laugh, and i just.. started falling in love with him, and we talked for like good 3 months, we were still not officially in relationship, it was kinda online situationship, so i just asked him if he ever had gf, and he just answered yeah, he used have a gf, and he have moved on from her, then i asked what are we? and he answered that he wants to try things with me, to see if we are really that compatible, i thought okay fine, let's give him some time, bcz we both knew we like eachother, but he was not ready for commitment, so being a good girl i thought to give this a little time, and then, slowly his replies started being slow, he used fell asleep fast, he used wake up late, he used to forgot to answer my msg, and slowly he started drifting apart from me, and at that time i was loosing my shit, i didn't wanted him to be stranger with me, bcz we never met in real life, and i didn't wanted to lose him, i begged him to talk to me, i used to get panic attacks thinking about him, and one day i just asked him, if he really loves me or no, he just simply said "i do love you, but I'm not the guy you're looking for, I'm not ready for a relationship, and i can't give you what you're asking for" and then everything stopped, bcz he was the one who led me on, he was the one who tried everything to make me his!! And now suddenly he's leaving me.. 
Then after 2 months, i find out he's in relationship with some other girl, and he didn't wanted to me know that, we fought, actually i tried to fight, he didn't respond bcz obv he was at fault, ik i should move on from him, but bonds are just beyond of our control, it's been 2 years, i still do miss him! I still want him in my life, i still want my kids to have his eyes, i still want that sweet guy who did everything to make me fall in love with him! I.. love him! It's been 2 years and i still can't move on, it doesn't make sense bcz we never met right? But idk, he was something else, i do not have his contact number, I'm having severe hairfall, weight gain, pimples on my face, always feel panic! Idk what am i suppose to do, those good 8 months when we were so in love, so in conversation! I miss my bunny!

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Ummm can you tell me his full name initial?