“So i had a neighbour frnd who got in a relationship with my another neighbour guy but the problem was he has sa me when i was young around 12 ig cuz I used to hangout in his house all the time and after that slowly i distancing myself not completely shut down I used to still smile n talk a part of me had forgotten abt it now when my bestfriend was in relationship she was happy with him but suddenly i felt the need to tell her my experience but couldn't voice it so I had put in the WhatsApp meta just asking how to start telling she saw that messages when we were hanging out and it became big scene she didn't talk to me for a week and I kept going to her house standing near her door eventually she had only me i feel really guilty for not telling her in the start everyone has hurt her it was only me who hadn't and now i can't even justify
We are back friends but that guilt still is there
Also after that she talked to that guy and he said that he n his frnd has both kissed me but i don't remember it
I don't remember half of anything I call it protecting myself but now everything is back”
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Someone answered with kindness...
What happened to you is not a small thing and especially when that dude is you friends partner, don't blame yourself it's okay