So i am not physically mentally also not doing anything in my career. My mother wants me to get married after knowing everything because father is toxic nd brother carrying the responsibility of house expenses. I tried working as content creator but didn't work well. My elder sis also not well even she is worst then me still my mother say things like a female needs to be get married ASAP they don't have any good life in there parents home. We grew up in dysfunctional family even my mother emotionally off towards me unavailable or not there for me emotionally. I self abandoned myself but focusing on her suffering focusing on her seeing her life which ger destroyed. Now I feel emotionally exhausted I want to do work but I can't . I get fever not sleep well. I want to be financially independent but age factor is there. Family don't understand nothing. They see if you have money then there is your self worth and then u can speak for urself. Control like typical Indian parents. I am done for this life.

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So i am not physically mentally also not doing anything in my career. My mother wants me to get married after knowing everything because father is toxic nd brother carrying the responsibility of house expenses. I tried working as content creator but didn't work well. My elder sis also not well even she is worst then me still my mother say things like a female needs to be get married ASAP they don't have any good life in there parents home. We grew up in dysfunctional family even my mother emotionally off towards me unavailable or not there for me emotionally. I self abandoned myself but focusing on her suffering focusing on her seeing her life which ger destroyed. Now I feel emotionally exhausted I want to do work but I can't . I get fever not sleep well.  I want to be financially independent but age factor is there. Family don't understand nothing. They see if you have money then there is your self worth and then u can speak for urself. Control like typical Indian parents. I am done for this life.

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Hey I understand your feelings I m in similar situation but I have my saviors,  so certainly I myself m not out of this problem but I will suggest positive thinking and manifestation,  if ur an indian I will suggest to do spiritual sadhnas it genuinely helps I dont know if it will change ur life situations but I can say that it will definitely give u mental peace and clarity , just try manifesting tricks for job and also try to apply for jobs maybe out of nowhere u get any opportunity.  
But I genuinely hope u get a good job and your family situations may get better 
U know what I do when these kinda problems come up , I just ignore and ignore and in some time they go away , I dont have as much as presurre u have but i just ignore my problems and people's words and just believe in what my mind is showing , mostly I live in my own mind where things go according to me , I think about future and other possibilities good opportunities , and trust me it happens in real life , many times it happened with me that whatever I was creating in my mind actually happened in real life and the biggest advice which is working for me is i stop caring about many things I just be in my mind and I know u will call it escapism but I just dont care if others dont care about me I also dont care about others and if u really want to change your life start listening to VISHNU SHASTRANAAM , and if u dont believe me go in the comment section of this mantra and see yourself and the reviews of this mantra how it changed many people's life , just trust me and read all the comment u will see people have been cured by cancers and many other diseases 
I hope it will help u 
I hope u come out of this situation as soon as possible and pls pls try to listen this mantra and your life will change 
May u live a happy and healthy life onward 
God bless u