“So hii I was in a relationship with him 1 and half years we were so happy everything was perfect I loved him so much tht he was my priority but he started ignoring me I felt hurt cried broke but I stayed then one day he told me he cheated on me my life completely fell a part I suffered but I moved on when I got into university I was happy everything was perfect then it started to fall a part my best friend left everyone I wanted left me after 3 years I met him my ex I really wanted him so I was like let me get back to him he hugged but he didn't mention he was already committed but then he wanted physical relationship I was not ready again same thing I found out he was in relationship So I cried again 3rd time I'm begging him but he is not ready”
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Someone answered with kindness...Thanked by the asker
I know how painful it is for you! But remember there are people out there who wants to see you happy in your life. Wheather they may your parents, siblings, friends, etc . Spend some quality time with them. They'll show you how precious you are! You can be vulnerable to them. Explain the situation to them. Letting this out will make you feel better than before. And try to focus on something else, like reading books, watching anime/series, Gym, and drawing any kind of activity which makes you feel better. Trust me you will be so happy one day and you'll thank him for showing what pain is!
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Another soul answered...
It's more like your confession from your heart to get relief, not a question so we will just listen and sit with you here. By the way don't get physical with him. Find someone who is willing to stay with you even though he knows your trauma and flaws