“So basically I quitted my last job two weeks ago and I'm joining the next one on next Monday. I'm happy and grateful but it's scary how do I explain I'm always scared I'm not good enough and this is not enough for me or this is not where I want to be it's or what if I'm stuck here forever I don't want to corporate forever because it's not something I really want to be in. There's a exam I want to prep for but then again I have zero trust in myself like if I can crack it or not if that's exactly what I want to be or is it because my parents want it for me messy it is hahaha. If you ask me what I want rn? I'll say I really want to live happily for now, dress well, eat well, meet good people, check off few of my wishlist, travel a little because I never got to travel in my life before now. But then again I think I'm wasting my time in all these things I mentioned above and at the end of the day I start crying sometimes I also feel I'll never get a love in my life ever.”

Another soul answered...

Thank you soo much for sharing this.... See first of all lets say appreicate the fact that you decided to quit your previous job, yay! you did something that takes time to think and decide. Now about your fear. See, everything which happens were your decisions, and its your life to decide what you want. Everyone is scared, scared to talk, scared to think, scared to approch, but they are the people who were never able to get to the position they dreamed about. I am not saying that you SHOULDN'T be scared, being scared is fine..it just shows that you care for the thing you like. Reading this, I realised I am far younger than you, but if I have to tell you something after reading this...I'll tell you that, the doubts, confusions you are getting, they are not wrong, but remember that you have time to think, to sort out, go out for a walk, or a cafe and just talk to yourself, do research if you want too, life is short to work for an HR who only cares about stupid stuff.. I say treat yourself to a date, dress cute or how ever you want, and then calmly decide whether its your corporate or the exam you are dreaming to crack, and trust me, you will be able to do it. Believing yourself may be hard, even for me, but once you decide that 'yes this is what I want, this is who I want to be' then don't stop, you action will not start by dreaming, they start when you actually do something about, and consider you writing this question a first step, okay? And OFCOURCE you'll find the love of your lifee, but I'll say that first learn to love and adore yourself soo much that people get scared....just kidding...but the more you love yourself, the more you see that maybe, its not as bad to try stuff out? Lots of love from me and I hope you get to the position you are meant for...