So actually i was staying alone in a pg but after that i was getting very sick physically and mentally i was fucked i was screaming i was hitting my head on the wall the caretaker was my aunt so she called my mom and told her how i was having panic attacks as well so my mom came and then my mom and dad took me home so i left that town where i had my college.

Now my psychiatrist told my mom that i need 1 month break, my parents informed my college and they were ok even tho in that college attendance is a very bug thing but my hod is so helpful and supportive he managed it all for me, i was distant, avoiding my parents and doing those things while also having panic attacks in my sleep and screaming "don't touch me" after that my mom almost blackmailed me to tell her what happened buz i wasn't speaking abt anything i told her everything abt my middle school assaulter was still after me and he was stalking me even in that town, sending r#pe threats and d#atb threats creating morphed pics...
Fast forward this was still going on and my parents took the discussion to file case, but the police did not help us with the evidence and everything they just took him in the cell fir one day from 4 pm to 8 pm that's it he was free and then he threatened my family and me, he came outside our house cursing and screaming...we are taking the case to the court w a trusted lawyer now...
But my parents are still pressuring me to join college after all these i hate that town... all my life i was in my state i had faced nothing but s#xu@l ass@ult, abuse and shits...i wanna fu-king get out of this hell hole and go stay w my brother...i don't wanna go back to that college buz he fucked set students from that college to be against me, who also send me shit texts and all...he is a d#ug supplier so that's how he gets ppl to be on his side and in the places dr#gs are in very demand for teenagers and young adults...

My parents are saying no where u will be safe, ppl are bad everywhere even tho i believe I'm strong enough to deal w anyone else but him buz fpr god sake he has been assaulting me from when i was only 10 years old...
I hate staying here and i just wanna go to the city my elder brother is in

Thank you so much for reading till now, I hope u the best in life
Stay safe, be happy and loved
XOXO

Question

So actually i was staying alone in a pg but after that i was getting very sick physically and mentally i was fucked i was screaming i was hitting my head on the wall the caretaker was my aunt so she called my mom and told her how i was having panic attacks as well so my mom came and then my mom and dad took me home so i left that town where i had my college.

Now my psychiatrist told my mom that i need 1 month break, my parents informed my college and they were ok even tho in that college attendance is a very bug thing but my hod is so helpful and supportive he managed it all for me, i was distant, avoiding my parents and doing those things while also having panic attacks in my sleep and screaming "don't touch me" after that my mom almost blackmailed me to tell her what happened buz i wasn't speaking abt anything i told her everything abt my middle school assaulter was still after me and he was stalking me even in that town, sending r#pe threats and d#atb threats creating morphed pics...
Fast forward this was still going on and my parents took the discussion to file case, but the police did not help us with the evidence and everything they just took him in the cell fir one day from 4 pm to 8 pm that's it he was free and then he threatened my family and me, he came outside our house cursing and screaming...we are taking the case to the court w a trusted lawyer now...
But my parents are still pressuring me to join college after all these i hate that town... all my life i was in my state i had faced nothing but s#xu@l ass@ult, abuse and shits...i wanna fu-king get out of this hell hole and go stay w my brother...i don't wanna go back to that college buz he fucked set students from that college to be against me, who also send me shit texts and all...he is a d#ug supplier so that's how he gets ppl to be on his side and in the places dr#gs are in very demand for teenagers and young adults...

My parents are saying no where u will be safe, ppl are bad everywhere even tho i believe I'm strong enough to deal w anyone else but him buz fpr god sake he has been assaulting me from when i was only 10 years old...
I hate staying here and i just wanna go to the city my elder brother is in

Thank you so much for reading till now, I hope u the best in life
Stay safe, be happy and loved
XOXO

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

is it possible to switch colleges right now? if yes then please do so. and if any of ur parent or brother or someone u feel safe to can come and stay with you in a separate apartment then itll be great. make a college friend, join some creative artistic clubs in college or any club ur interested in and u will make a friend so u can stay with that friend during college hours and be with your family after that. please dont stay alone