See I recently had a breakup where I was fed up with constant disrespect and manupulation from her where she mae every fight my mistake and have double standards
and I got to know that she was taking to a senior while she was with me (she told me he is like a brother and the fact he already had a gf and she knew it so i never doubted it) and within 3 week she is with him and i cant unseen them every time i see them
now i constantly think about this , and feels likes i have been cheated on and i cant do anything and every time i see her with him i feel a tight slap on my layalty and comitment and every time i see her holding his hand when she never hold mine in 2 years i feel like dying and i cant explain the pain and anxiety attack it gives me which i cant hide
and she seen to enjoy it every time she sees me and which makes me wonder how can i love this shitty peron
pls help me to overcome this as i dont think i can hold myself any longer

Question

See I recently had a breakup where I was fed up with constant disrespect and manupulation from her where she mae every fight my mistake and have double standards 
and I got to know that she was taking to a senior while she was with me (she told me he is like a brother and the fact he already had a gf and she knew it so i never doubted it) and within 3 week she is with him and i cant unseen them every time i see them 
now i constantly think about this , and feels likes i have been  cheated on and i cant do anything and every time i see her  with him i feel a tight slap on my layalty and comitment and every time i see her holding his hand when she never hold mine in 2 years i feel like dying and i cant explain the pain and anxiety attack it gives me which i cant hide 
and she seen to enjoy it every time she sees me and which makes me wonder how can i love this shitty  peron 
pls help me to overcome this as i dont think i can hold myself any longer

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

hey.
are you sure she's all that you think she is?