“Recently got into a fight with my friend liek the one with whom I've been staying with from two years and like not like I started the fight more so like she betrayed me in it and I kinda didn't wanted to forgive her this time cuz this was second time she did this with me and now it's also my last year it feel kinda lonely cuz now uk I can feel the tension btw us I hasn't added her in insta or any socials if we talk it's just formal purposes only and like the friends that used to be mine once are taking her side too cuz they all think it's not a big thing idk I'm kinda anxious about about the day after tmmrw cuz I don't have any friends then them I'd have tk go back to cllg I'm kinda scared of being alone of not having people with me of sitting alone it's almost as if my fear coming back to me when I was in second yr I had this fear too cuz then also this friend of mine used to abandon me or like that like not coming to cllg and like bunking the class I used to sit alone that time too I feel lonely super duper lonely I just want to end this all and leave this cllg and these people yeah I do want to do that I'm tired of fake people I never felt loved with them I realised this I've been with them just for the sake of company it feels too much to sit alone without people and like everyone thinking why's she sitting alone meanwhile the one who betrayed me is sitting with her outher friends it's so tiring bit atleast I'm not dieing.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
don't hang out with people that cause you more pain than they bring