“Okk, so basically I am in 12th grade and i predominantly believe that i have lost my academic spark, like i got 98% in 10th, but i felt nothing after that, i did not feel happy, or proud, like nothing, only a bit of relaxation. Then i have no other skills than being good at studying. Like i never really tried new stuff, and now i have became such a person that i feel disinterested even in trying, like i feel that there is a severe ack of purpose. How do i gain that, that charm to try new things as i see other teenagers doing, to be fun, i wanna learn but I actually make no efforts, i wanna do but i feel no excitement of starting it, basically i have subjected myself to pain and have grew very comfortable and okay with it. Like it is just a set mindset. Can this be genuinely reversed?”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I think you have suppressed your emotions so much and not process them that your feeling this way. You know i was in your shoes too and when I had break fir 2 months after boards I had ALOT of free time and in that time I processed a lot of things that I ran away from and surely it was not easy i felt so low and felt like i had no one, I questioned all my friendships but after processing it all and doing what was needed (ignoring people’s toxic ways and talks) I felt a lot lighter and even started to get my interest in little things back.
So my advice to you would be that process your emotions and resolve things that you run away from💗